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I think I'm better...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 7:30 PM


Although I miss him lots. Also...if he does rethink this I think I'd really love to be with him again. He really is amazing you know. I know He meant no wrong, he just didn't wanna hurt me. At all. But that's hard when you feel you need to break up with someone. You know?

I dunno just telling you guys my thoughts. This is a journal after all.

I know it sounds like I'm clinging to him, it more like I'll always keep a spot open for him in the back of my mind. He's that special to me. He is my mommy after all. (If you don't this get ask me.) He's always been the nicest person I know. Besides to his family who all act like jerks to him. I don't see why. It makes me mad. Mostly his dad who thinks the only thing to life is working. I think life should be living it to the fullest, if work is a part of that, let it be so.

I wish to be in a relationship, but don't want it to be rushed. I also don't wanna completely give up on it...I guess we will just see how things play out. I always feel really lonely with out another to say "I love you" to everyday, someone to share even your most secret thoughts, and will tell you everything will be alright. I love hearing that we'll be together forever. Although I really regret being so close when it ends the way it has the past two times.It just makes parting all the harder. Forever is such a strong word that I don't think I'm going to be saying for a long time.

Sorry if I sound kinda down. I'm really not.

Just kinda reflecting on things.

Thanks for reading my ramblings.

  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Dave Matthews
  • Reading: the cute paragraph Kleb had left me on my cell
  • Watching: the cursor type stuff as I press keys.
  • Playing: back through the memories..
  • Eating: Not much.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

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Thanks Niku fer the Idea...and the hat. X3

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  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium :3
  • Interests: lots of different games, drawing
  • Favourite movie: FF7 Advent children
  • Favourite band or musician: BFS, Blue October , System of a down,Blink 182
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, metal, punk
  • Favourite artist: Nami, Nicoli, William, Mabs
  • Favourite poet or writer: K-lebs :3
  • Favourite photographer: Kleb~ werol
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Phred's ear
  • Shell of choice: Silt Strider
  • Wallpaper of choice: Tidus <3
  • Skin of choice: ALL KINDS, Sept rotting kind.
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy....ONLY ALL OF THEM.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Game: Tidus, Zell, Larry
  • Personal Quote: I KNEW YOU WERE-wait.... I HIT THE-...not that either...darn you Darian.
  • Tools of the Trade: BRAIN DRUGS.

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:iconxxspongebobstalkerxx:
Hello~! c:

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Yea.... NO
:iconxeonaaquaine:
Hiya.

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"If we ever happen to get separated, just whistle, I'll come running, I promise." -Tidus

E muja Final Fantasy X. (I love Final Fantasy X)

Yus I speak 4 words of Al Bhed. XD

Cunno. Pimmo. (Sorry, Bully)
:iconxxspongebobstalkerxx:
Do you like Trauma Center?

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:iconxeonaaquaine:
I do. Haven't played it in a long time, or beaten it for that matter.

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"If we ever happen to get separated, just whistle, I'll come running, I promise." -Tidus

E muja Final Fantasy X. (I love Final Fantasy X)

Yus I speak 4 words of Al Bhed. XD

Cunno. Pimmo. (Sorry, Bully)
:iconxxspongebobstalkerxx:
Ooo~ Have you played new blood? Its so awsome!

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:iconaddicted-freeloader:
Thanks on the fav on I'll be fine :)

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Real artists never give up.
Ɓ Ө Я Đ E Я Ł І И E
:iconxeonaaquaine:
:D Np. :3

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"If we ever happen to get separated, just whistle, I'll come running, I promise." -Tidus

E muja Final Fantasy X. (I love Final Fantasy X)

Yus I speak 4 words of Al Bhed. XD

Cunno. Pimmo. (Sorry, Bully)
:iconmarratokensuto1:
Thanks for the fave :}

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You got something to say to me, because I'm listening.

GLORY!
:iconxeonaaquaine:
Noooo problem. C:

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"If we ever happen to get separated, just whistle, I'll come running, I promise." -Tidus

E muja Final Fantasy X. (I love Final Fantasy X)

Yus I speak 4 words of Al Bhed. XD

Cunno. Pimmo. (Sorry, Bully)

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